These new feelings may be fleeting, and although I don't want to speak to soon, I can't help it. For the first time in months and years, I am so excited to be trying something different. Today I woke up with a new vibrance and confidence that I've been missing for awhile. Life has presented a new reality for me, and b"h I'm embracing it :)
All those memories and fantasies that I wasted so much time dreaming seem to be fading away. I don't feel the same interest in dreaming anymore. I'm ready for more, and the daydreams will never give that to me. No longer will I scan the subways for what isn't there. No more listening to music with a heavy heart.
Hopefully this roller coaster ride won't fail me anytime soon. Because today I feel confident, and I hope tomorrow is the same. I rode the same ride for so long, I forgot the thrill of something new and unexpected.
Cheers to new opportunities ;)
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